Christmas Time, why it's hard to do Christmas this year due to my mental health?

#ChristmasTime #Newblog #2024

“Happy Holidays”! :D <3

Hey guys, here is a brand new blog about “Christmas Time, why it's hard to do Christmas this year due to my mental health?”. I am sorry I haven’t blogged in a while I have been busy. I feel like this is an interesting blog to read about maybe? I feel like when I was younger before the pandemic, I went Christmas shopping with my best friend and things were different in a way. I remember I would go to midnight mass, come home talk, sleep, and wake up for open presents, have fun, enjoy my day, and eat dinner. I even was able to have a friend come over which is awesome, woohoo. Now it’s harder I feel like because I don’t have a friend to go shopping with and I miss shopping with my best friend. I would love a friend to go out with but money is hard and life can be very hard. I just wish my friend was still here so yeah. I want to think positively about this but yeah. This year is different since life can be challenging you never know what life will take you. Sometimes my anxiety will be hard on me and I am like “Well I just don’t want to do anything, I just want to be lazy”, ha so yeah. I feel like it's really about energy and how I feel about that day. I can be tired and not do anything at all. I feel like when I was younger I had so much energy that it wouldn’t go away. Now that I am older, I don’t know where my energy will go. It's like disappeared or something but yeah. The only way I can get energy not that I am almost 30 is to sleep and eat food, and sometimes go for a walk but I don’t know. I like to sleep all day and stay up all night which is no good but I love sleeping during the day. I am not a morning person at all so yeah. I know if you exercise it helps but yeah. I remember we had like 1 tradition where the night before we open a present and then go to sleep so Santa can come and the next day we open our stockings, etc. I thought that was so cool and interesting but yeah. I feel like that was more of me being a kid not an adult but yeah. I miss the past but that’s just me which I probably have said a lot, sorry. Christmas can be hard for anyone, it’s stressful I think I believe, and I know we are all in this together no matter what. Do I like Christmas? Yes, but it’s a lot of work so yeah. I try my best every year so and I know theirs only one me and not 2 of me, and theirs a lot going on like the cooking, cleaning, and wrapping gifts. Imagine if we could snap our fingers and just enjoy it as it is, like “WHOA”. I usually like baking for Thanksgiving but that’s just me, eh? Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy what I wrote about “Christmas Time, why it's hard to do Christmas this year due to my mental health?” and I hope you are all doing well. God bless you! Happy holidays!! <3 :D

PS: Please pray for me, my family, friends, neighbors, pets, etc(: